Wednesday, April 16, 2003 ·

Good afternoon... I didn't go to school today. Feeling kinda lazy.. Another point has been proven in my favour... But I shouldn't judge people.

Had a chat with Eileen on ICQ last night. Its quite shocking to see whats she's becoming... Is it rebellious phase that most teens have to go through? I can remember when I had an attitude like hers. But I didn't tell anyone what my thoughts were. Does it mean that because she has the guts to put things in the open that she's any worse? Just hafta thank God that she'll be coming back to church soon. I've seen people fall away and not return for very long. I pray that she won't be one of those. Cos once anyone reaches that stage, its very hard to get out of it.

To be frank, I'm kinda sick of the world... I'm sick of the facades that people put up. This includes myself. I'm sick of trying to read in between the lines and look over the walls that people put up. I'm sick of being burdened & worried for people...

But thats what you asked for didn't you? This is what you wanted... To be used by Me...
Yeah... I did. But I never thought it would be this hard...
Like you always tell people, if you rely on your own strength, sooner or later you'll fail. Rely on me... I am your strength!
I give strength to the weary and increase the power of the weak.
You will grow tired and weary, You will stumble and fall;
but if you place your hope in Me, you will renew your strength.
You will soar on wings like eagles, you will run and not grow weary, you will walk and not be faint.

Thank You God...

::: Quote of the Day :::
"the things of the world may seem attractive at first but will never fully satisfy..."

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